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Saturday, 31 July 2010

lalalaaaaaa ~

I'm prettyyyyy pissed off don't really know why . . . oh well i do but there's just too many reasons = =
too many bad things happened in a row x((
think i'm turning goth O _ O i realized i hate everyone . . . well for actually no reason.
And i'm pissed off and rude again what seems to be for no reason. Jrock's my only treasure left ^ ^
oh and here's some pics of my new hair color and haircu t xD

you can't really see but it's dark purple black-red-ish xD

awwkye bye bye take care people <3 you ~

Thursday, 29 July 2010

howdyy ^ w ^ ~

Well hello there ^ ^ !
I haven't been on here for AGESS ! :O
And wow xanga has CHAAANGED a LOOT xD ~

Soo my life's still boring even tho stuff happened xD.
My friend from dublin came to visit me annnd I cut && dyed my hair a weird dark purple color o . 0 !

My boyfriend had to go somwhere for a year and left today ;( I miss him already but I will wait :) x

annnd anyways I'll blogg properly tomorrow xD and upload pix and stuff .

So I hope you've all been okay guys . And I missed you lots <<<<3

~

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

;;; [[ scared wapanese toddler with tiara ] ;; ;

Hello ^ ^ long time so talk x

Lots of things happened to me these days :///
not good things no no :(

I just got totally scared by some creepy stalker guy on facebook :((
he was typing exactly like my boyfriend does. So I obviously thought it's him. Then I called him and it turns out he's not even home :O . and after that that guy cancelled his profile and everything O o O
okayy . . . one major WTF? for the freak !

Then last night some random person just called me aa wapanese ? I'm like WHAT ?
so I googled it lol and check it out :

wapanese is the term used to describe a person of non-japanese descent (usually white, however some others are lumped in there as well) who is incredibly obsessed with Japanese things.
A person who watches anime or majors in Japanese language at university is not counted as wapanese.

These are common behaviours displayed by wapanese:

1. Being obsessed with anime. The typical anime watcher enjoys the shows because they are fun to watch and interesting (not all are for children, that is a myth). However, wapanese will take it to an unhealthy level.

2. Their rooms will be filled with japanese things. Anything from anime stuff to japanese things such as tatami. A true wapanese will have next to nothing non-japanese in their room.

3. Many wapanese will believe that Japan is the best country ever

Umm okay . . . so just to make things clear yeah ? I'm fuckin eastern european . And am proud of my fuckin country, also I watched anime only like 2 or 3 times but it is cool . I got no japanese things. All I like is japanese music, movies and gyearu. also korean drama , language and ulzzang .
so that insult is totally stupid like . What a saddo .

anyways have you guys seen this ? on Discovery ?

toddlers and tiaras beauty pageant

I mean WOW ! a toddler with makeup like that ? and her hair burned by the curler ? I mean what is the poor girl gonna look like in 5 years ?

http://jlobi.files.wordpress.com/2009/09/toddlers-and-tiaras-eyeliner.jpg

and have you seen their mothers *eww* they're like tryin to live their dreams trough their kids.

ah well that's all
bye <3 love you people

Saturday, 05 June 2010

sunny sunny sunny I <3 uu ~~

Today was S U N N Y Y Y Y Y ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hahaha so I went out with some friends and we sun bade in the park lol was fun tho ^ ^
spent the whooole day in the hot hot sunn<<3

Bought some kind of a "Healthy Soy bean Drink" thing :D
supposed to be good . . . and healthy ^ ^ ~~~
And sooome more soy bean something something with chilli !
YES ! you guessed right ! It tastes like shizz but IT'S HEALTHY lol :D got the feeling I'd eat
shit if someone said it's healthy O o O jks jks LOOOOOOOOOOL
:D
:D
:D

Uwaaa ( T o T ) I missed my baby so much todaaay !
And I forgot to tell him I changed my number lol :D he'll think I'm
mad at him again or somethingggg . . . . .
Hmmm but something's like wrong with me these dayss ( < _ < )
I'm acting llike . . . like . . . a GIRL ( O x O )
I mean I been all bitchy, moody , evil and stuff .
I'm usually not like thaaat ! I'm nice and stuff :D .
hmm weird thangg . . .

noticed the cute toyss ? :D LOVE them x

I wanna get Hime gyaru nails doone ! But there's nowhere they do that near my area
( ; _ ; )

here's some cool styles ( * w * ))))

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I really really love this :D
and this *___*
i love it!
Heck i love everything ":D

the little hearts hanging on them are sooo cute <3

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OMGGGGGGGG *drools*

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I think it'll look better on pointy nailss . . .

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adorable

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prettyyyyyyyyy ~~~

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loove the way the thumbs look x x x x x

okayy that's all ^ ^ I'll post some pix of how I did my nails as well
but tomorrow

byebyee ~~~

Friday, 04 June 2010

＼(o￣∇￣o)/

I'm baack ^ ^ ~~~

Long time no see :D
was busy with stuff = _ = '
got a part time jobbb and it's harddd (for me :D )
Otherwise things are fine =]]]

ehh so sleepy these days ( ^ O ^ )///

my friend broke her hand a few days ago ( T o T ) and I was in the hospital with her for a whoooole day not for anything else but wait on a cue ( ;;;; O ;;;;; ) HATE WAITIIING ! ughhhh was terrible !

Her hand still hurts alot even now :((((

Lovelife's great ( ^ ^ ) I seriously HATE *him* tho :@@@ I hate the way he always makes me smile even when I wanna be serious . . . ughhh I feel so weak around him like I can't even be mad at him .
I don't know just looking at him, at his smiling face makes me lettt ( > O < ) hehehe

Hime Gyaruuu ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well that's all <3
byeee love you guysss x x x x

Thursday, 13 May 2010

♔ p я i d э ♔

Hello deariesss ^ ^ ~~~
I haven't been on lately, but not because I was depressed or sad or something lol I was just too lazy to actually sit my ass down and blog >;DDDD

Soo . . . life's been okay these days :)) ~
Lovelife's been more than great ^ ^ I finally quit smoking and started being healthier n _ n

I also cut my hair short > O < here are some picsss ;PPPP

like ?

I love the Ulzzangs with short hair O o O and their style !
here's some example ;PPP
have no idea about their names tho T s T

see? their makeup is so natural

love those eyes <<3

Anyways ^ ^
I'll be going to bed now *yawns*
love you guysssssssssss x x x

x

Wednesday, 05 May 2010

officially .

Okay .

I admit it. I'm cold. I'm not the type of person who'll be your "bestie" spend all my time with you, solve all your problems share all my problems in return and follow you around like a dog.
But that doesn't mean I can't be a friend.

I'm saying this because I just got totally blown off by a girl I thought was my mate.
And apparently she's pissed at me cause I always treat her like a normal mate I can't have a best friend . . . I don't know I like keeping my distance . I don't like telling people too much, or spending too much time with someone.
Same goes for my boyfriend. Sometimes I don't talk to him for weeks. Then we meet up and everything's fine again. I just like being on my own sometimes.
And friends always hurt you anyways. If she's such a good friend then why does she act so mean with me these days. She just ditches me for her other friend and then shouts at me for "leaving her" wtf?????
then she's all like trying to impress her other friends and running after them. When they don't want her she ends up with me ???!

I really didn't know her I guess. . . and she didn't know me as well since she didn't notice I didn't wanna be friends with her in the first place . I never go to someone and start chatting away begging for attention .
And I don't mind being alone now. Seriously who needs friends ? They're like pets or something always needing your attention, always needing your opinion and stuff. The fact I'm friendly doesn't mean I'm all happy-go-lucky and outgoing. I love being by myself . and I hate calling/texting/chatting with people as well = _ =

so yeah I officially give up on people !

x

Tuesday, 04 May 2010

WELL LICKED lips <3

Helloooooooooor ^ ^ ! How's life been treating you ?
I'm still sick, but I believe it'll be all over soon enough ((:

I went to the seaside yesterday with my mom and my stepdad ^ ^ it was well good ! Except that I had to get up real early ! But once we got there it was so fun. We went to the Adventure Island thing , but the rides were all boring except for like two of them. One was lifting you high up up in the sky then all of a sudden dropping you down ! It was scaryyy man . And the other one was similar ;PPP
Then we went to the beech if you could call it that lol, no offense British people buut in my country the beeches look different . . . dirty, but beautiful lmao jks jks ;DDD

I like photography (:
so I took a picture of a random kid with its father collecting seashells ^ ^ it was so cute <3

After that we went shopping ! I got new shoes pink flat ones, hello kitty flat one and slippers ~
got new lipgloss from Primark lolos

love what it's called WELL LICKED lol I always end up licking my lips after I put lipgloss on.
But to be honest this one's all sticky and doesn't even smell nice. Is very shiny tho lol that's why I liked it
;DDD

got new lenses ^ ^
and menthol cigarettes ~
In my country tomorrow I have a name day lol not many people know about this tho cause my name's all rare and stuff ^ ^ !
It's nearly midnight now so I got a new bag from my mom and a huge bouquet from my stepdad heheeeeeeeeeee
happy name day to meeeee ~

now some fashionnn inspiration for this week ?
yeah that's the sole reason I upload those stuff ;DD I actually get inspired with my style from themm <3

love the topp<<3

wanna get thoseeeee * w *

mickey mouse baaaaag <<3

hehe ~

Okayyyy now I'll be going ~
take care people ^ ^
love you <<3

x

Friday, 30 April 2010

loSt;cOld;tEa;wHatt??? O o O

Helloooooooooooooooo peopleee I blog regulary nowwza ^ ^
*claps to self*

So . . . . . .I feel kinda lost now. I mean I just realized so many things that were there infront of me to begin with. Which sorta means I been blind all this time or something. *sighhhhhhhhhh*

I realized that you don't need people in your life who'll just push you down and leave you longing for something more than friendship. That you must have trust in your loved ones and not just brush them aside whenever you "need to be alone with yourself" cause if you really love them then they should be a part of yourself already.
That you should just admit when you're scared and run to your momma instead of acting hard and getting all stressed out in the end. Yeah that's all me . And my mistakes these few weeks/months etc. = _ = '
ahhhhhhhh anyways I hope I'll get things fixed fast. The only things that actually need fixing right now are with "myself" .

The weather got rainyy agaiiin T ^ T bye bye sunny ;((
and my cold got worsssse ;xxx
I feel like if I blow my nose one more time it'll fall off ;D
Also gotta start working out again. . . I've become all weak and stuff O _ O feels weird. .
need to quit smoking again (yeah I know I said that like 100000 times) !
And need to eat cooked food .
Good thing mom banned me from eating chocolate ;D I ate so much over easter that I got a rash and apparently it means I'm allergic to too much of that drugg ;((( awaaaa . But still that ban makes me healthier ;D thanks momma !

Haven't been at school since wednesday but I doubt I'm missing much.
Going out with my friend tomorrow . . . I hope she doesn't make me talk too much lol I sound like a dog my voice has changed cause of the damn coldd ;D

Okayeeeeee enough boring shizz ;D
here some sinsuo fashionn;

boots * w *

gangstaa hat <<3

Aiiiiiiiiiiiight people me needs sleep . . . (as if. I'd just end up watching cartoons till 6AM again< _ <)

bye byeeee take care love yazzzzzzzz ( o ^ . ^ o )y

x

Tuesday, 27 April 2010

Currently
Coffee Prince 1Goten (OST)
By Coffee Prince 1goten
see related
[я.i.p.-c o ff ee p я i иc э]*cough*

Howdyyyyyyyyyy ;D ~
hope you guys are having fun in the sun ^ ^ ! Guess what ?
I have a COLD again ! - _ -'
Hate iiiiiiiiiit ;((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Otherwise . . . week's been great. Dyed my hair again lol dark red this tiiiime > _ < !

retard.

school's been boring . . . . . . . . . like it's fun but nothing major happens ;D
just jokes because everyone seems to be losing it since it so "summer-ish" outside. . .
SPRING FEVERRR mwahahhaha *evil laugh*

*enter dramatic silence*

lol.

Lovelife's been going quite well . . . . . . except for the fact that I might be losing him soon ;((
like it's complicated . = _ =
But just the thought of being without him makes me not want to BE anymore T _ T
he's like essential . . .

My friend was stuck in Bulgaria for the passed few weeks cause of that volcano stuff. . .
he came back today. It's awkward . . . things were said then ignored . Then he left.
Got a girlfriend. Now he's back. She's there. He seems mad at me.
And so on . . . . . . . . .

I'm currently watching the drama Coffee Prince and just found out that the actor
Lee Eon has died in a motorcycle accident on August 21-st.
I can't believe it ;((((((((((((((
he was so good in the drama . . . .and his character Min Yub was so innocent and cute and dumb and naive and goodnatrured. I feel sad watching the drama now . . . .

R.I.P. Lee Eon-sshi *bows* my dear Min Yub x

Saturday, 24 April 2010

what aaaa wonderfull world ^ ^

Today was a lovely day ^ ^ !
I went out with my friend in the sun. Here are some pics ~

yaaaaaaay sunnies are back inn *dances*

shoes hurt meee ;(((((

lol my head look square ;DDD

unbelievably white feet ;DDD

it was a good day ^ ^ except for one thing . . . . . . .

My baby boy has a coold ;(( he's had it for 3 weeks now I'm so worried ! He's feeling terrible has coughs fever and everything and everything hurts him ;(((( I feel so useless wanna have super powers and help hiiiiim

Anyway I'll see him tomorrow so I hope he'll feel better :))) cant be negative !

Anywayyyy other than that life's been good so far :)
cooked a thai dish Tom Ka today it was really good actually.
It's a coconut-milk soup with chicken mushrooms and cabage !
I'll be a good wife lol lol jks x

Some fashionn

bye guys take care love yooooooooooou ;*******

x

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

really wish for some things to change . . . .
like I wanna find life's remote so I can fast-forward my education all those years in college uni and everything, get away from my family and live with the love of my life. I'm sick of the fact that people just hate when someone's inlove. They keep saying "love's blind" this and that you're young , stupid. Well how do you know? Ughhhhh even if it is true I'd rather hurt and learn than lose and regret something.
Especially stupid parents always wanting attention, always criticizing your whole being - _ - ' !!!!

Anyway my week's been boring so far = _ = real dead man! Everyone at school, at home's like
a zombie walkin around doing stuff mechanically . . .
hope tomorrow'll be better ^ ^ !

The only interesting thing these days is my baby lol. We're like best friends too so it's real funny when we go all random mode ;D .Talking about all kinds of things really . Today I saw his little brother and I thought he's a girl at first ! He's SOOOOOOOOOOOO cute * w * big blue eyes, blond hair and naturally PINK cheeks I wish I had them lol he's doesn't need blush or lenses he's cuter than meeee > _ < so so cute ;D if I ever have a kid want it to look so cute ((((((((((((((((((((;

Cut my fringe ^ ^
but for some reason xanga hates my pictures T ^ T !!!!
doesn't let me upload theeeem ;(((((((((((((((((((
ah well ;D saved you guys from hell ;D x

Some of the fashion I like x

okaydeeee gonna go take a shower and get some sleep now *yawns*
love you guys and take care

x x x

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

s i c k - s i c k [в l o c k a g э]

Hello hello I am backk ^ ^ ! Long time no see ~
The weather's been great lately so I been out with my friend lol missed wearin shadess \O-O/
;D and the smell of freshly cut grass ^ ^ *

otherwiiise life's been boring - _ -'
got sleeping issues again ;D like going to bed at 4 AM and wakin up at 4PM !
Throat hurts think I got a cold again T s T terrible terrible .

Got the highest heels eveer ^ ^ will upload pictures some other time lol !

There's this bulgarian pop-folk singer and I really admire her style x
The funny thing isss tho ;D all girls hate her . . . guess why ? JEALOUSYY ;D it's a bigg green monster lol

her lips are a bit too much I know but otherwise she's gorgeous * w *

looove the hair<<3

can you believe the colour of her eyes ? woow !

Got really into teased up hair these days ! next time some pics x

Monday, 05 April 2010

L O L .

Lol found this on someone's blog thought it's funny so here x

Look at the images below. Are we different than this guy?

Every New Semester

After 1st Week

After 2nd Week

There is more…
Before the Midterm Exam

During the Midterm Exam

After the Midterm Exam

Before the Final Exam

After Seeing the Schedule of the Final Exams

7 Days before the Finals

6 Days before Finals

5 Days before Finals

4 Days before Finals

3 Days before Finals

2 Days before Finals

1 Day before Finals (Night before the Final Exam)

1 Hour before Final Exam

During Final Exam

After coming out of the Examination Hall

After College during Holidays

That is the life story of a student…

credits to rumikohayashi.